I should use today as an invitation
To follow your example, to be a better man
But I won't, I can't, I never had your strength
I'm going to drink and rage and spit and swear
Today I'm going to scream at the unjust and the unfair
Spew my bile on the floor
Cry on shoulders that no longer exist
Trying in vain to not relive the tragedy
Helpless as it rippled through so many lives
Witnessing again the void left behind